Shame an emotion that I have run away from often. It’s not one that I enjoy feeling though I do feel it. The shame of my marriage not working out, admitting it feeling it, felt shameful, like I failed at something that was important to me, being made […]

I write because I love it, it’s like stirring the pot in me and in others, reading my post yesterday one would think it’s obvious part of what I was feeling was anger, shotgun blowing up men in the universe 😆 yet to me it wasn’t, I don’t […]

Feeling low today, eaten three gingerbread biscuits left over from Christmas and a cheese slice, not bathed, on my forth movie, booked a fifth one at the cinema for 8.30 called Wazir. Relationships, I seem to suck at them, I don’t get men and they don’t seem to […]

Belonging, family, purpose, these words…. I never realised how much they meant to me, if I look back at my life, I felt the safest when I belonged to something, for the longest time it was my family business, I ran it for some 20 odd years and […]